so much have been going on this year. never felt for someone so much before. thinking of you all the time is sure tiring. u know, i wan it to stop and i'm gonna try hard. though it's not gonna be easy. dunno how long the recovery's gonna take......
i love u too much for my own good. all e time i have, u're inside. u're not leaving my memories that quickly. i have cried, hurt myself and did so many silly things to ease the pain. seems like wrist slitting ain't too far fetched an option. well, dun worry guys, i fear pain too much to have it done. having gone thru far too much myself. i always thought the dramatic scenes in tv serials about breakups were so impossible and i would ask myself, "how is it possible that one can be so sad?". but right now, i'm experiencing similarities.though i've never been in a relationships before, i have heard and saved many for others. glad that i could help them. but easier said than done when u apply the same words to yourself......
i always tell others to be strong. so i'm gonna stay with my own words. be strong!
to you (if u're even reading this): i'm really glad u took it in your stride when it was revealed. wad a nice friend! i'll be missing u. wishing u all the best in everything u do. i wont even step in anymore though i still wanna meet up next time. take care, ok?
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