Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Can't wait!

it has been confirmed! unless something happens... choi choi! i'd be back in sg by night of 29 june! so so excited! never been this excited when i'm returning to my own country! can't wait for so many things! fam, frens, food... ahhhh! everything! ppl! we MUST meet up k! cos i've only got a short 3 weeks in sg. then i've gotta return to sydney for my 2nd sem.

AHHH! can't wait. as for now, i seriously need to study hard for my exams which is in a few days! after which, i'll move house, then... fly back! this time for real!

See ya soon! for real too!

Friday, June 5, 2009

Ideal together?

i always knew i shud have given up. i have, but... i know that i shouldn't put my heart and time into something i know for sure isnt gonna happen. but i just cant help it. the more i think, the more i fell the ideal nature of having each others' company. seeing others together is the time when the sadness sinks in the most, biting u from the core. i wan it so bad but the real pull is when i know its never possible for me. i try to be optimistic bout it. but seriously, wad r the chances... have just been a few hrs apart and i'm like that already...

on a lighter note, ORD loh! eh? nono, wrong event... haha. i meant, Last day of sch! but dun start all celebrations just yet, cos the thing is... exams in a week! sigh. more studying. i need full marks and i will work for it! *determined look* haha.

today, was at camden. milked cows! dairy- Holstein frester breed? oh no. forget le. need to re-memorise. and they shit and pissed everywhere! but that will never stop me from trying! cos i love animals too much! and we also went down to the calves area. they were so cute! i held out my hand for them to suckle! so sweet! my whole hand was literally inside its mouth. haha. a lot of saliva though. mooo! pics shall be uploaded in a few days. sorry! haha.

agent called us and we got the apartment! yeah! shall sign the papers and pay the bond and rent soon! before it 'flies' away! yeah... and u know wad that means?! i may be able to come back in my jul hols after all! cos my housing was my worry. if i left without a place to put all my stuff safely and have no place to stay when i return, i cant leave till i settle it. and now that it's nearly settled... my hands r reaching to the air ticket counters! wait for me!

see ya soon! i hope!