unwanted...

i feel so lost this week! like no one bothers bout me. i guess i'm a little attention seeking so when everyone's talking while i'm not, i feel so alone! i'm upset when ppl talk behind my backs, backstabs, causing such great misunderstandings among all.

i think i'm a bit over-sensitive, schizo or something. when ppl talk i keep thinking whether they're talking bout me. and i cant take it when ppl give me unconstructive critisms, and they insult u for eveything that u r...for nothing. it can be really hurtful when it comes from a close friend, even when it comes as a joke. but i'll understand...someday. i appreciate truthfulness but probably not in a harsh manner. i dun think ppl should ever mock someone else for a physical appearance, attributes or talents. once in a while is fine i guess, otherwise it'll sound real after some time. know ur limits.

btw, if u're reading this and thinking this is for u, trust me it's not. it's just wad i've been feeling all this years and my vent up frustrations. anyone who gets pricked by this msg, i'm sorry but i guess u have to change to become a better person k!

yay! passed my FTT and took pdl. must start learning how to drive loh! still v busy with rsm vid. even bringing work home to do lah. still got loads to edit and stuff. work hard team rsm! or oh!JESM. haha...

buying something for my tm com cos he's getting married! my tm was thinking of a puzzle wtih frames. cute right. we piece it together to show our sincerity as well as show how a marriage requires time and effort to piece together to get the final beautiful product. we saw one cartoon kids kissing under a starry night one for just $1.50 leh. quite nice ut we went on to look for better ones cos i tot it was rather cheapo and hence may be of inferior quality, like e edges will tear easily or fade or something. i know it's the heart that matters, but still my heart is just too kind to allow lousy goods. haha! think i'll do the same for fiona's wedding.]

ok...see u soon! and be happy always!

class enemy

just watched it on fri at e esplanade theatre studios with kf, junyi, jiaxin and weili. quite ok i guess. a lot of bosnian issues were brought. like their politics, youth delinquency problems etc. a little traumatising though...haha. saw xixun there too!

had a busy week in camp cos just re-eteped. and still busy with rsm's video. watched kungfu panda. thought it was better than expected, cos i expected it to be just a funny cartoon. din wanna watch it at first but the reviews and frens changed my mind.

haha. i'm currently trying to play to the guitar, and i'm seriously learning! hope it's not just a 3 months thing cos i always wanted to learn an instrument that i can bring with me everywhere, anytime to play for fun and entertainment. also, i can make my own music and accompaniments anytime i want to! haha. so i'm really enjoying it. i learnt quite a few songs already! not bad ok...for a beginner. gotta thank ed, james for all your guidance! really appreciate it! and james, have fun on your 2nd song. your 1st is really not bad, 'can we be like last time'.

ok then..await my new song!

wedding mc

haha. if u haven't known yet, i'm e wedding mc for a fren's sis. went to meet them today, fiona and andrew. very nice ppl. we had a meeting at tcc first to discuss the wedding schedule and details and further duties i have to do. i have so much to do on that day! stressed! and all the prep work i have to do b4 that. research and interviews...

oh ya...i still have one week till i have to submit my 1st draft for rsm video. need to get the vidcam by mon and start interviewing KAHs!

ok..back to today. then, we went to V8 cafe for dinner. not bad at all! i ahd this cheese melted on bacon and grilled chicken! yum! the sauce was good and the chicken was tender! not bad as it cost only 11.80 for all main courses. how often can u find a comfortable setting in bugis with affordable prces. so i do recommend it. didn't know its existance b4 today cos it's at this corner of bugis junction level 3. i'm like doing free advertisement for them. they shud so pay me for this. haha. ok...bye!

Finally i post my photos!

i guess after the long awaited photo taking, as in taking the photos from me, i've decided to upload my photos onto facebook. cos i thought that though i cant transfer files, but it is only fair that ppl in the photos can get theirs. it is highly confidential though, rather, it's top secret hance only frens can see them. also, i did this for myself. incase something happens to my com (Choi! touch wood) at least i can retrieve my photos from the net! yeah, i'm like so smart can... haha.

platoon outing

hi...it's me again. duh?! of course it's me...then who? haha. sorry...so lame.

went for plt outing at a steamboat cum bbq buffet today. not too bad. quite a lot of varieties. and the most impt is that at least it looks hygienic and not messy or all over the place. we all kinda got scalded by the bbq as the oil spurts in all directions! haha!

after that, some went to watch kungfu panda (i may watch next time), while ed junyi and me went to bugis J.co to sit and chat. i had a hazelnut latte. milky but nice.we talked about how i got peeped at (made me relive the horrors once again!) which made me shiver when i had to recall those times, and ghost stories and stuff. haha...it was interesting i would say...

ok...that's all folks!

The happening...

one word for it... sucky. don't watch it if u're intending to. i give it one out of five stars. too typical, and the ending was not even an ending! a little gory... i can't take gore at all so i covered my eyes at some scenes. haha.

i watched it with jam hl ed js sam. b4 that we and jerrold ate at the pizza place in raffles city. ok lah...not too bad. we passed by donut fac and there was no queue! haha. guess the craze is finally over with so much more varieties and better choices to choose from. to think i actually queued for an hr last time haha!

ok...thats all. see yaw laederrr!

tiring day...

haha..had another tiring day. dunno y though. probably spent too much time having my eyes on the screen doing my rsm's video. haven't had much sleep leh, and i think i'm falling sick. hey the weather's bad lately, having sudden strong sunlight yet heavy rain the next. so do take care ya! drink loads of water and sleep more! haha...if u can afford to lah... bye then! till next time...

hi, once again!

i guess i'm a little excited. cuz i went around browsing blogspot on how i can really use it. haha. i'm really so suaku! yup, still trying to learn how to use this supposedly-easy-to-use-but-since-i'm-so-dumb-i'm-still-figuring-out-how-to-use blog. hehe. i bet u must be thinking how bo liao i m hor. ya...kinda. await my next post! yeah!

my first ever blog

haha. i guess i'm a very late starter. i mean...i just started blogging. well...for those who chanced upon this blog, i supposed u'll be bored after some time as i nag about my none-so-colourful life. well, at least it's a start right? got inspired by how all others can blurt their emotions to a personal webpage. alright, that's all for now. i hope i dun regret setting up this blog...haha