me: will I always be this fat and ugly?
my conscience: no.
me: really?
my conscience: it will only get worse.
me: -.-ll
all my life, i have random conversations with my conscience. maybe only he (or she?) is tolerant of me and my nonsense. haha. it could be long or short, or plain lame. but necessary for my sanity.
me: when will i outgrow all of these?
my conscience: after puberty
me: wasn't that like eons ago?
my conscience: exactly. so it's only downhill from here.
me: -.-ll
well, to be fair to my conscience, he/she is usually not so pessimistic. we're all nice ppl. he could be really funny sometimes. i do think that he is one of those few that can really make me laugh. haha!
vet 2 sem 1 ended. results so-so but expected. will work harder next sem! i wanna grad already! seeing most of my friends graduating (constant updates from fb like pics/statuses, etc.), and all the grad ceremonies in sydney uni, really hope to grad soon. hols now with 1 week left. worked, and went out a couple of times. fun and relaxing. not too bad. will enjoy the most out of the rest of my hols! then vet 2 sem 2 begins. let's embark on the journey... or rather, endure and continue!
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Saturday, April 23, 2011
bent candle
it was the first time i celebrated easter at st joan of arc, the parish i visit cos it's the closest to where i stay. at the beginning, everyone took a candle before they went into the church. so i did too. while everyone was picking out the nicest ones, i randomly picked up a remaining 'not-so-perfect-that-others-rejected' candle. a simple slender white one. the only flaw was that it was bent. only slightly though, so i took it without a care.
so the mass began. this mass was special cos it's easter, so it began with the lights off, and soon, the intense darkness was brightened up with all the candles in each person's hands. it was beautiful. as i passed on the flame (lighting up others' candles and they light up others' and so forth), i thought to myself. this candle is like me. though not pleasant looking and usually the last to get picked, i still light up the world for others.
so the mass began. this mass was special cos it's easter, so it began with the lights off, and soon, the intense darkness was brightened up with all the candles in each person's hands. it was beautiful. as i passed on the flame (lighting up others' candles and they light up others' and so forth), i thought to myself. this candle is like me. though not pleasant looking and usually the last to get picked, i still light up the world for others.
Saturday, February 26, 2011
3 months came and went...
and i really miss it a lot! i always knew 3 months weren't long enough for me, especially to be with my family. but i'm glad this time round i chose not to work, otherwise the further lack of time for fun! so i managed to meet most ppl that i wanna meet and those that wanna meet me! xoxo. haha!
so starts the 乡思病, weeks before i even left home. knowing that this 'illness' will catch on even more as i fly over (i just arrived today), and spend most of the time alone pondering about family, and the fun times i had in Singapore (past and present). have been so busy having fun, meeting friends and going out so much that the blog has been ignored. but then again, it's usually the emo times that i update. damn. ok so i'll try to recall and set up a timeline of the activites i've done over the past 3 months! many of which would be left out though still significant.
27 nov 2010: flew home!
1 dec 2010: met james
3 dec 2010: sharing at dayi's place
4 dec 2010: strictly pancakes with chun, ling and hwee
5 dec 2010: sharing at my place. xx's house warming
6 dec 2010: met lili
7 dec 2010: kim gary and b&j at vivo with bqfs
13 dec 2010: JB with lance and jx
14-18 dec 2010: tonsilitis. :( had to cancel a few outings. e.g. photoshoot with san jiu mu @ the marina barrage, 1705 gathering, ex scg meeting. but still went for confession on 16th.
19 dec 2010: sydney ppl veg buffet and christmas gift exchange
21 dec 2010: mbs with jo
22 dec 2010: settler with lance, hh and jx. 贱好就收！哈哈！
23 dec 2010: kf
24 dec 2010: midnight mass for christmas
25 dec 2010: Christ is born! gathering @ san yi's place then k with sis
26 dec 2010: my mum's birthday!
27 dec 2010: JB with bitches
29 dec 2010: james
30 dec 2010 - 11 jan 2011: The U.S. with fam! L.A., San fran, Vegas, Grand canyon.
14 jan 2011: ling and tin @ nex
15 jan 2011: rocky horror show
17 jan 2011: dental. then TT's birthday @ watami raffles city
18 jan 2011: jo
20 jan 2011: JB with ling, tin and hao
21 jan 2011: teo heng with jam, kf, jj and cara
22 jan 2011: vet bbq
23 jan 2011: bitch re-union dinner @ jade restaurant fullerton
25 jan 2011: back spa
26 jan 2011: swim with dolphins and renee!
28 jan 2011: lunch with hwee, hong and hao. then dinner (san tou ka) with plt 5s.
29 jan 2011: er jiu house warming
30 jan 2011: SS3!
1 feb 2011: springfest at the esplanade with xx
2 feb 2011: reunion dinner ar ah ma's!
3 feb 2011: CNY day 1!
4-5 feb 2011: kukup with big fam!
8 feb 2011: fat bar with kf and cara
10 feb 2011: lili at timbre
11 feb 2011: teoheng with xx and girls. stayover at justin's.
13 feb 2011: marj's 21st
15 feb 2011: dinner and drinks with xx @ clarke quay
16 feb 2011: zoo with aaron
17 feb 2011: xx to 'you, me, HDB' and juls you jie. haha!
18 feb 2011: peperoni pizzeria with kf, jam and cara
19 feb 2011: da shi jie, settlers, nanxiang, and mbs with bitches
20 feb 2011: lunch with cousins. dinner with plt 5 @ crystal jade la mian xiao long bao buffet holland v
25 feb 2011: fly back to syd.
so... packed huh! really lots more but forgot when. in between, there're gyming and trying to look better. haha!
awww. i miss home.
so starts the 乡思病, weeks before i even left home. knowing that this 'illness' will catch on even more as i fly over (i just arrived today), and spend most of the time alone pondering about family, and the fun times i had in Singapore (past and present). have been so busy having fun, meeting friends and going out so much that the blog has been ignored. but then again, it's usually the emo times that i update. damn. ok so i'll try to recall and set up a timeline of the activites i've done over the past 3 months! many of which would be left out though still significant.
27 nov 2010: flew home!
1 dec 2010: met james
3 dec 2010: sharing at dayi's place
4 dec 2010: strictly pancakes with chun, ling and hwee
5 dec 2010: sharing at my place. xx's house warming
6 dec 2010: met lili
7 dec 2010: kim gary and b&j at vivo with bqfs
13 dec 2010: JB with lance and jx
14-18 dec 2010: tonsilitis. :( had to cancel a few outings. e.g. photoshoot with san jiu mu @ the marina barrage, 1705 gathering, ex scg meeting. but still went for confession on 16th.
19 dec 2010: sydney ppl veg buffet and christmas gift exchange
21 dec 2010: mbs with jo
22 dec 2010: settler with lance, hh and jx. 贱好就收！哈哈！
23 dec 2010: kf
24 dec 2010: midnight mass for christmas
25 dec 2010: Christ is born! gathering @ san yi's place then k with sis
26 dec 2010: my mum's birthday!
27 dec 2010: JB with bitches
29 dec 2010: james
30 dec 2010 - 11 jan 2011: The U.S. with fam! L.A., San fran, Vegas, Grand canyon.
14 jan 2011: ling and tin @ nex
15 jan 2011: rocky horror show
17 jan 2011: dental. then TT's birthday @ watami raffles city
18 jan 2011: jo
20 jan 2011: JB with ling, tin and hao
21 jan 2011: teo heng with jam, kf, jj and cara
22 jan 2011: vet bbq
23 jan 2011: bitch re-union dinner @ jade restaurant fullerton
25 jan 2011: back spa
26 jan 2011: swim with dolphins and renee!
28 jan 2011: lunch with hwee, hong and hao. then dinner (san tou ka) with plt 5s.
29 jan 2011: er jiu house warming
30 jan 2011: SS3!
1 feb 2011: springfest at the esplanade with xx
2 feb 2011: reunion dinner ar ah ma's!
3 feb 2011: CNY day 1!
4-5 feb 2011: kukup with big fam!
8 feb 2011: fat bar with kf and cara
10 feb 2011: lili at timbre
11 feb 2011: teoheng with xx and girls. stayover at justin's.
13 feb 2011: marj's 21st
15 feb 2011: dinner and drinks with xx @ clarke quay
16 feb 2011: zoo with aaron
17 feb 2011: xx to 'you, me, HDB' and juls you jie. haha!
18 feb 2011: peperoni pizzeria with kf, jam and cara
19 feb 2011: da shi jie, settlers, nanxiang, and mbs with bitches
20 feb 2011: lunch with cousins. dinner with plt 5 @ crystal jade la mian xiao long bao buffet holland v
25 feb 2011: fly back to syd.
so... packed huh! really lots more but forgot when. in between, there're gyming and trying to look better. haha!
awww. i miss home.
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