a teenee weenee bit of my life, a bit of easter

does it look like i'm advertising for the water? lol! i didn't pose for this ok! really! i didn't even know this was taken until i saw my firends album! lol. this was at cradle mountain in Tasmania.



i love animals. this was a really empty rural zone and a grp of goats with 1 sheep was at a backyard of somebody's house. no one was seen for miles. so i decided to walk towards them for a closer look. then they started to walk towards me too! and mehhhed!!! (the sounds they make) lol! one even got a zao sia meh. like : meheh... lol! i laughed at it for a while and felt sorry.
it was just a stopover/restpoint after a long drive. but this happened to be one of the main highlights of my road trip. i just love animals.

i feared touching them at first. with their strong horns i could be crushed easily. but their constant mehing soothed me and somehow i always have this connection with animals. they constantly reassured me that it was ok for me to approach. at first, i tot that they were probably bored cos no one bothered to look at them for maybe a few months?! but gradually i understood. they needed companionship, a human friend! i mean, having to work with farm animals for a yr now. i know that most would run away upon seeing ppl. it would be unusual for them to leave their herd and walk towards a human (cos they think u many eat them. seriously! they're prey in the wild, so it's instinct). but so many times, they approach me and let me pat them, like a dog. i feel so honoured. they're doing this for me. thank you animals. i love you.

have u heard about my dorry story? haha. if not nvm i'll update u abt it later.

mehh!

studies getting really stressful with the amt to absorb each day. with every click of the slide, comes a whole new page of terms to memorise. i tell u. i will finish the entire vet dictionary of 999999999999 new words by the end of my course! ah. medicine is tough. but i will endure on for the sake of animals! so much to study!

and for now... i need to go to the market to buy ingredients to cook dinner tonight for my housemates. bye!

to market...to market... to buy some fish... la la la la la *skips away happily, until he sees someone approaching and has to act 'normal' again. back to manly life. when will my reflection show show who i am inside~ and when can i be myself?*

so few, so slow...

my posts that is. i've either been too busy or too lazy to blog anymore. just like to read others'. but when i try, it's either too crappy, or too insignificant. with more and more friends closing down their blogs. maybe i should too, in a matter of time. i mean, i don't want blogging to end up being a chore. even as an avenue to vent my frustrations would mean that it is left as words online. a blog is for myself, as well as others close to me to know me better. i wouldn't want them to know anything gloomy happening in my life. cos i'm supposed to be the 'happy' person. things to hide... no more. time to shine... YES!

just came back from tasmania. nice place but wont be going back a second time. updates and photos on fb. with the 'ease' of fb, i guess that's one of the reasons why we blog less nowadays, other than outgrowing the need to blog or the want to write about our lives, or the unneccesities that come with postings. so hard to write something good on blogs nowadays!

oh man. really miss drama and music and theatre and all that media glory. need to get to that soon! and vet sch as well, definitely. getting tougher no doubt. and my studying is still too slow. i know... *slaps self*

love animals, love music.

you know why you're here

you always wanted to do this, and now that you're doing it, i want you to give it not just a shot, but your best, your very best.

it's 3rd week of sch, and i'm slacking way too much while others in my course read textbooks as bedtime stories. prepping! i need to lock myself in the library from now on!

studies aside, not that i'm supposed to (but guilty that i'm not too much into it either, it must change now!), some young pretty angmoh waitress was talking to my girlfrens and myself. then when she took a photo of us tgt, she complimented all of us. she said we all look really pretty, and turned to me and said to me. you especially. i was the only guy there, the thorn amongst the roses. but i'm not doubting her words, neither was she joking. I AM PRETTY, IN EVERY WAY! haha.

and lately, actually from sg, i started to like super junior m. didn't know i would ever like them, but i guess han geng and siwon, maybe henry too, are really idol quality. and i kinda like the first 2, like quite alot. haha. no, this is not allowed. back to reality, and sch! which i must do well in. jiayou! and FOCUS! hocus pocus...lol!

ok, back to bones and joints and muscles, and many more to come. yay!

time to start again!

and with this statement i hope to rejuvenate myself! studies before play! at least that's wad i'm telling myself and trying to do. look at me thinking this and yet having facebook on most of the time. major distraction!

ok. successfully enrolled in vet yesterday! thank GOD! and maybe able to apply for credits for animal husbandry, and if successful = save $$$ = save time to study for other subjects = YAY!

sch starts next week and this is my first entry upon arriving back in syd. miss home lah. as usual. time to do my own housework, get irritated with somethings, and cook! less internet usage allowed so no more vids... :( but! i'd entertain myself with books, vet books. mmmhmmm! yum slurps. haha!

haven't really told u abt my summer hols in sg. but it's a long one. so i'd just leave it to myself. lol. just can say. it was tiring even though i wanted it to be a relaxing one. having gotten myself into volunteering at jbp vet hosp, and then vietnam trip with my fam. fun but nonetheless, draining. and the constant sch admins, scholarship applications. ok but seriously, i need the scholarship! pray that i get it! PLS PLS PLEASE!!!!!!!!

ok, back to work,...........................or maybe a bit of fb first. haha.

love yall!

so fast, so sad

haha. such a cheesy title. yet so true depicting my feelings.

u know, it's the time again when my long summer hols in sg is coming to an end. 3 months was never long for me, and in 2 weeks it's back to syd and sch for me. at least it's vet, the only console. haha. ok. but really loved my hols. shall update more on my activities!

love, jord. :)

Hectic exam week... and finally, time to rest, and go home.

Yay! 2 weeks of exams and previous studying has finally ended, leading into the new times of home and rest. i'd be back this sunday! 22 Nov. woopie! see ya all soon!

all the food, friends, family, fun!

Forbidden Love

Why must a relationship be seen normal, then again, wad's normal? the perception given to us since young, or how the media portrays it? or u just feel it is right for it to be a certain way, to be normal. think again, wad's the truth? the truth is simply something everyone agrees on. but it changes when somebody comes out with a better hypothesis.

anyway, i watch 盛夏光年 a couple of weeks ago and it still lingers. and i just watched love of siam. similar concept, but both were great. good enough to make me ponder over them for days. 十七岁的天空 wasn't my cup of tea. it was funny but nonetheless trashy. 盛夏光年 and love of siam both talks about forbidden love, which therefore states in the title. and it really pricks those who can really relate to it, and i'm talking about myself. haha. and even if it doesn't appeal to u or make u melt, it would at least make u wonder about the true definition of love between two ppl. any two ppl. does it matter if you are a guy, or a girl? my heart tells me, it doesn't matter at all. ignore the gender differences, and look at the genuinity and simplicity of the relationship, just how they care so much for each other. it is too beautiful.

i just hope that one day, the world will accept 'the abnormality', and see beyond male or female, good or bad. and realise what is love, true love.