i know i need to focus on my studies. and i m. so that's good. but these days, something else pops out other than equations or botanical names...(haha, we have to memorise botanical names for plants in agriculture. how lame esp when i signed up for animal science. so vet sci here i come!)
back to the topic... i was surfing and searching for an effective method of destroying Conyza bonariensis aka flaxleaf fleabane aka a kind of weed common in southern aus. (chim hor? ya. that's wad i'm doing... sianz)... when my mind blanked. partially due to tiredness after a whole day's worth of classes, and partially due to thoughts that shouldn't come. i don't need this kind of thought establishment cos with insensible thoughts comes worthless ideas that try to materialise. but then again, chances r minimal, almost zero. i just know it. it's a cycle. truths been told, and nothing came out sane. i'll never get a chance at this. but i'm not the kind who sits and waits, rather i would love to seek my own life, own happiness. so near yet so far... actually just beside me now.
another subject... i realised i gave too much credit to the angmohs, lacking the doubts or to believe they were still not that dumb. nono, nothing happened. just an observation made. but i guess generalisations dun come without evidence. the words 'dumb blonde' r pretty much accurate. they may be in uni but they find simple things "So~~~ hard!" ya... like totally. haha. can't help but laugh at them.
ok. see ya soon! erm... maybe not so soon lah huh? haha. love u all! miss u all SOOOOOOO much!!!!!!
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